quitter

shh, don't tell anyone. i have a secret.

i'm quitting my job.

GASP! look, i've gone and done it again. sorry kids, i don't settle for crappy jobs. if i remember correctly, i applied (and accepted) a restoration assistant job.

sounds like a fancy name for "secretary" if you ask me. anyone who knows me can understand how much of a mismatch that would be.

lisa is to secretary as george w is to president

i think you get the picture.

yeah i dont want to linger on it any longer, but that hour drive gave me plenty of time to reflect on the past week. lots and lots of LB (little bitch) duties. But i need to put that out of my mind (serenity now! serenity now!), lest i be awake all night, simmering in my anxiety. it sounded so good on paper! but between the insane commute (i'd probably die in a bout of road rage if i kept it up much longer anyway!), sitting on my arsch and answering phone messages like a secretary... i could get paid a lot more - with benefits - if i did the same thing thru Kelly Temp. It's like the secretaries at doctor's offices - just because they work there, doesn't make them doctors. just because they understand the lingo doesn't mean they can diagnose. i want to be an enviro consultant, not a seed-mixing, inventory-processing, fax wench!

see, look, there i go again. getting myself all riled up.

putting in my two weeks notice is going to suck. i'm also ticked because he wants me to make a 1 1/2 hr powerpoint presentation for a bunch of high-roller professionals. in my eyes, i dont get paid enough considering the knowledge i need to do it.

think good thoughts... happy thoughts.... well guess i can finish my parents' taxes. maybe start my freelance writing career.

you know what? it actually  makes me excited to think i might be doing landscaping again. maybe part time landscape, then volunteer at the wildlife rehab center... or even better, get the zoo job!

marc is gonna love it when he finds out i am quitting. he was surprised i lasted 3 days at that job. did i mention i have ADHD and can't sit still?

... starting to think i pinched a nerve in my neck from that hockey incident... my right side of my head is kindof numb. is that a bad thing??