Monday, March 26, 2007

My employment dilemma

No, I still haven't decided between special projects and hazard tree. I've been going back and forth about it all weekend. Saturday, I decided special projects - learn some new skills, make some more money, diversify a little bit... Yesterday, I decided hazard tree... Grand Lake in the spring, a little bit over overtime for the first month or two, running a chainsaw...  And then I remember that it is a DEAD END and I'll be seasonal until either 2009 (if I'm LUCKY) or until I leave Rocky!

So, I am procrastinating while I think about it. I'll probably wait until this afternoon and then just whatever blurts out of my mouth is my decision. Either way, it's not like I won't have a great summer - how can I not love doing ANYTHING in this beautiful park! It's not like there is a wrong answer. It's just a matter of, you know, some day being MORE than a seasonal!

Tim and I went down to Boulder, got sushi, and went to that e-Town Chris Thile and the How to Grow a Band show... and once again, I have to totally rave. I didn't realize that this guy was the same guy that started playing mandolin at age 5, was in the band Nickel Creek by age 8, and is just unbefreakinglieveable. They are a bluegrass/swampy old time sound, and every musician was so talented - from the fiddle (Gabe Witcher) to the banjo to the upright bass to the guitar. Check out their myspace pages and have a listen... Especially their version of the White Stripes' "Dead Leaves and the Dirty Ground". :)  On top of that, Chris is HILARIOUS and when there were some "technical difficulties" during his interview, he kept us entertained. I'm convinced he's a member of the ADHD club with his rambling stories and fidgeting. Takes one to know one!

.... Need to continue later. Gotta gab with Steph!

Ok it's later and I'll continue my e-Town show review. After Chris Thile was done, JJ Grey and MOFRO came on. They were a down south blues/funk group, complete with back up singer girls (which I didn't think were very good singers), a trumpet and a tenor sax. As soon as this relatively short/small guy opened his mouth, I was blown away. He belted out songs in a low, gravelly voice that I think anybody that likes Joe Cocker or Tom Waits would appreciate. I would never have expected him to sound like that! I highly recommend listening some music clips on the website.

Tim leaves next week for Bandelier NP in New Mexico for a month. I think I'm going down there to hang out and adventure before I start working on the 16th. And even better... my friend Jenna is coming to visit!! I am sooo psyched, she has never been out here and I've only seen her once in the past year or so. Spring = busy busy busy!!

Oh, and it's official. I'm hanging up my chaps and chainsaw and leaving Resource Management... I'm now a proud employee of Special Projects, in the maintenance division. Looks like I'll be on the construction crew working on some new buildings in the campgrounds, and then doing whatever else pops up. They take up whatever random projects need to get done. I went back and forth and back and forth, but hey - why not give it a shot? Not like I have anything to lose! And, I'll be making more $$$ and working with a couple friends of mine. Time to learn some more random skills... carpentry, plumbing, electrical... it's all part of the job!

Thursday, March 22, 2007

Happy Spring!

Woo! Spring's here! Well ok I guess it was technically on Tuesday evening but I've been busy. I surprised Tim with a little bouquet of yellow daffodils and white daisies for spring; he surprised me out of nowhere and got us tickets to the Chris Thile e-town show on Sunday - like the Yonder show we saw last month, taped for that radio show. :)  The Rock Inn is having the Big Lebowski night tonight - looks like I gotta be Bunny again and see if my bikini will still help me win the costume prize.

Other news is I was offered a seasonal job with "special projects" here at Rocky Mt. I did already say yes to the forestry tech hazard tree job, but obviously I'm not crewleader... If I go to special projects, I will make more money, could start working next week (but still be limited to 1039 hours), and get a pay raise every season I come back ("step" increase - the WG grade is for laborers, and it's way better than the GS that I've been); If I stay at hazard tree, I don't go up in step, and my base pay is fundamentally less as a GS-5 than a WG-5. Plus, I'd get to learn how to completely remodel structures - from the trails lodge on the west side, to rest rooms, to installing water lines to the new fire house... I don't know what to do. I wouldn't be working four 10 hour days anymore and would instead be on 5-4-9's... 9 hour days for 5 days one week, then 4 days the next. I love my four 10s! And I wouldn't get to run a saw every day; though, there is a lot of saw work while building these log buildings.

Well Logan is waiting for me to take him to the dog park. Here's some photos from my St. Patty's Day, and another I found in the archeives. :)

 


Logan looking quite "wolfy" as he discovers how much fun running in a river can be

Michelle and I do probably our 7th or 8th car bomb on St. Patty's Day

Maria, me, Jenna and Steph looking green and exhausted from dancing!

Me, Jeff, Jess and Amadeo back in the "glory days" at 5th Ave

Monday, March 19, 2007

Springtime in the Rockies

It's been warm, sunny, and just awesome up here in Estes for the past week or two. I went down to Denver last week and there were FLOWERS blooming! This came as a shock to me until I realized that it's mid-March, and even back in Detroit the bulbs would be blooming. It might be nice up here in the mountains, but no sign of any flowers! Soon, perhaps...

I FINALLY got my motorcycle moved from my old place in Lyons to my new place up here. Tim was nice enough to help me... because, ya know, we "broke up." Ha ha, whatever. We are still hanging out and having fun together. He worked the door for the Rock on St. Patty's Day, and my friend Maria came up from Fort Collins... It was SO MUCH FUN! Car bombs, car "bombtinis" (car bombs in martini form!), lephrechaun shots, and mass quantities of Guinness... And no hangover!! ;)  Whitewater Ramble got everybody dancing, including Maria and I, doing our Irish Jigs and kicking people in the process. :)

My friend Travis might be able to hook me up with some temporary work with a rafting company in Moab, Utah... so I might be getting out of here for a little bit and enjoying the even warmer weather down there. I am now officially a "forestry technician" instead of a "biological technician", since they switched hazard tree around a bit. I made the top of the cert of course... and I still am ticked off that I was top of the cert for the leader but I got screwed. Looks like I'll be living in Grand Lake for a few weeks like last year, getting tons of overtime and working my butt off. I'm looking forward to it. :)

Here's some photos. Not much but I haven't been on any grand adventures in about 2 2 weeks. ;) BUT, there should be some hilarious ones of St. Patty's Day soon!

From Winter 2006-2007

The view from my backyard - Long's Peak!

 

Logan munching on a pig ear. He's probably at least 55 pounds now!

Thursday, March 15, 2007

Makes me wanna BREAK SOMETHING!

ARRRGGGGHHHHHHHHH!

No chipper, happy, hunky go dorey news here boys and girls. Well, I broke up with Tim about a week ago. Ironic that my last entry was about how GREAT our snowshoe trip was. Not that we don't care about each other, but we just need to figure some important stuff out. Nothing like the break-up of a well known local couple in a small town to realize just how small this place can really feel!! So, I'm super bummed out but it was the best thing for us both right now. We'll see what happens... I mean, does the whole "taking time to figure things out" ever actually end up with people back together?? Things DO happen for a reason...

And on top of that, I got a call from my boss early on Monday morning telling me, "Well, I went ahead and hired Brian for the crew leader position..." No. Freaking. Way. The ONLY person in the whole park that could have a shot at beating me for it (he did hazard tree for a couple years). But, he wasn't here last year, when Cisco and I pretty much were our own boss and took care of EVERYTHING, above and beyond our duties as mere seasonal slaves. We convinced him to MAKE the crewleader job. Brian is a good guy and probably the only person I would work under, but it's not to say that I am not SOOOO PISSED OFF. He has no idea what we did last year, and they'd be screwed if Cisco and I didn't come back this summer. And pretty much everybody I know and work with knows I got shafted. My boss said he went back and forth about it all weekend, and the reasons he picked this guy over me were, as he admitted, CRAP. Just probably because he's older and been around longer. The ONLY redeeming and potentially good thing to come about this is that he said they are trying to secure funding for another term position.

If that doesn't happen, there's pretty much no way for me to advance my career here. There's not a lot of turnover, and very few term or permanent jobs. I'm gonna bet I'll be outta here within the next 2 years. I can't stand the idea of being an educated, qualified, ambitious individual working seasonally and being shafted as has happened to many of my friends. At least I'm not one of those people that have been here for 6-8 summer seasons and still see no light at the end of the tunnel. I mean, these are the sacrifices we make to work in the coolest places in the US and do jobs we love... but still, I do want to eventually have like, a CAREER or something. Go figure. :P

Wherewould I go? Montana or Alaska, most likely.

Anyway, pardon my crankiness but I think I'm allowed. My friends Jen, Steph, and Maria have been fantastic at keeping me busy and optimistic. Lunch in Denver and lots of gabbing with Steph; Maria and her phone calls; and Jen, getting margaritas two days in a row, playing erotic photo hunt (boobs!), and taking our mutts for a walk...

But, St. Patty's Day should be a BLAST.  Maybe I'll take a trip to Seattle or something, since I'm not working until April 16th now. Dammit.

Monday, March 5, 2007

The North Fork Adventure!

From North Fork Ca...

What an adventure indeed! Depending on who you are, you're either going to read about my weekend and say "Wow, that sounds GREAT!" or "Are you freaking CRAZY?! That sounds AWEFUL!"

Let me just say, it was one of the best weekends I've had in months!

I woke up on Friday morning with tons of stuff to do - send Logan off to day care, run some errands... and SOLD MY FOCUS! Woo hoo! I'm rich! Well, not really... but my lovely little hatchback is now frolicking somewhere down near Colorado Springs, and I've got a little bit o' cash. ;)  I finally got all Loge's stuff together and dropped him off at Tara's for the weekend, trying not to be an overly worried mommy. Tim and I wanted to get to the trailhead by 3:00 but didn't make on the trail until about 4:30 pm.

All that fresh powder beckoning us... Strapped on my brand new snowshoes and hoisted my pack onto my back, as Tim geared up in his "bunny boots" (rubber boots filled with air, so they are SUPER warm) and put HIS pack - probably at least 60 lbs - on his back... and off we went. We went up and down the road by Cheley Camp and soon were in the national forest. Fresh moose tracks were along the trail along the drainage, so I jokingly started my "moose call" - "HEEEEERRRREEEEEE MOOSEY MOOSEY MOOSEY" And what do you know, Tim looks up to our left, and there's a momma moose and her baby hanging out on the slope. It was a great start to our trip, and we weren't too tired or cold and the powder was fresh but not too deep. Perfect!

The sun began to set. The last hints of ANYBODY being on the trail quickly faded away, and soon we were traveling through deep powdery drifts of snow. We'd bet that nobody had been up there in MONTHS, as there was no snowpack of footprints and the powder was unlike anything I've ever seen. The snow had drifted and was so deep that we kept losing the trail on and off. Even when we were ON trail, we could hardly tell that there was a prexisiting route, giving us this liberating feeling of bushwacking into the backcountry, wild and untouched.

This was great for a while, but I don't have snowpants anymore and my new snowshoes kick up snow on my butt more than any other pair ever had, so soon my butt was frozen and the temperature dropped severely. We were both pretty warm for most of the hike in, but once the sun set, the wind picked up, and we both got dehydrated from our water bottles freezing... My butt was so cold it hurt! Yes, I did wonder if you could get frostbite on your heiney, it was THAT cold! But besides that, my hands, feet, face and core were all nice and toasty as we went from Forest Service Land, to Comanche Peaks Wilderness, and finally into Rocky Mountain.

The big problem was once we got fatigued and the temperature and the sun went down, we reached a few points where we had no idea where the trail was, and the snow was deeper than ever. We backtracked and plodded around in bewilderment for a short period of time, trying to find some hint - maybe a cut tree, or a rock wall - of the trail instead of truly meandering off into the middle of nowhere. Somehow we always managed to pick up the trail and kept trudging on, uphill, hoping that we were getting close to warmth!

Tim started running on empty and his heavy pack was taking its toll; I was in front breaking trail and, if you've never done this in deep powder, it tires you out fast. I'd get bogged down, catch my breath, curse loudly and pure stubbornness powered me through some deep snow drifts. Finally we reached a high point in the woods and Tim was certain the cabin was somewhere, and that we somehow lost the trail again. Miraculously again, we roamed around until we found the true trail and reached a sign. The cabin is here!

...But where?! With only the moonlight and our headlamps, we knew it was somewhere close but we just could NOT see it!! Tim dropped his pack and headed along the river, and I was so thankful when he called out that he found it. I had visions of us reaching the cabin, then him dropping the key because his hands were so cold, and being stuck outside! But nothing of the sort happened, and soon we were indoors from the wind... and it was a whopping 8 degrees!! So five hours later, at 9:30 pm, we reached our 5 mile destination... Yep, we averaged ONE mile per HOUR!

Once inside, Tim immediately got to work on lighting the wood stove. That piece of metal was my best friend as it came to life and began warming our cold little 20'x16' cabin and brought some feeling back into my butt! Tim was fantastic about getting us warm and fed, and we feasted on cashews and hot lentil soup at around 11:30 pm. The windows were boarded up so it was completely dark indoors, while the bright moon cast purple shadows in the pines outside. We didn't have the energy or desire to get the propane system up and running, so we just lit some candles and wore our headlamps as we set up our sleeping bags and pads in the loft. Soon it was 40 degrees downstairs, and even warmer in the loft, and we drifted off into a dehydrated, exhausted sleep. I for one can say that I had the most bizarre dreams, each part a creative and strange account of why my back ached, why my butt was so cold, why my hand hurt (in the dark, didn't see that there was a drop off and hit my hand on the stove pipe!)... I slept pretty well but was happy to be done with those dreams and back into reality in the morning!

We were worried because we were supposed to call into ROMO dispatch to let them know we made it; however, the battery for the radio was dead, and we were slightly worried that they would send rangers out to find us, as per backcountry protocol if somebody doesn't check in. Nobody ever mentioned that it was a SOLAR battery, mounted under a few feet of snow on the roof... But we did reach them in the morning before any rescue crew came out to greet us. ;)

The shutters were still closed so we didn't even realize how bright it was outside until we climbed out of the loft and went out the front door for a cold and invigorating "bathroom break" - nothing like baring your bottom on a beautiful winter day! (And we never did find the privy - we were looking for an outhouse building... ends up, it was simply a hole in the ground with some logs behind it! We had passed it so many times, but it was so buried in snow we didn't realize it!) As Tim phrased it, Saturday was a bluebird day without a cloud in the sky! Smoke poured from our chimney as Tim removed the shutters and shed some glorious sunlight into our little home! Soon, bacon was sizzling on the propane stove and Tim cooked up toast and scrambled eggs with mushrooms. It was a great start to the day and the wood stove got our little home up to 68 degrees. Well fed, we relaxed in front of the windows for a while and took our time gearing up for our day hike. We filtered water right from the stream and got rehydrated, and fortunately Tim let me borrow some pants so I wouldn't literally freeze my ass off again! Around 12:30, we finally headed out on the virgin powder trail towards Lost Lake. We decided that, in light of our progress the night before, there was no way we would reach the lake, a 10 mile round trip. We aimed for the Falls instead, which I believe is about 2.5 miles. I think we realized pretty quickly, as we took turns exhausting ourselves breaking trail, that this might not be realistic either.

No matter, for the day was bright, "warm" (we were sweating in 30 degree weather!), and just beautiful. We stopped for a chicken/mushroom/asperagus and cashew lunch at Happily Lost campsite and determined that we really weren't going to make it to the falls, it was so slow going and the snow remained deep. We continued on for a short amount of time to see if we could get a better view of Stormy Peaks, but the trail remained buried in the forest so we turned around about 3 pm. Going back to the cabin went FAST, since we had made a trail and it was downhill. We were back at the cabin by 4:30 and spent the rest of the day in our long underwear, reading magazines and just being lazy, watching the icicles grow longer as the heat from our stove melted the few feet of snow on the roof.

Saturday night was burrito night! Tim packed in a tomato and an avocado, tortillas, veggie meat, cheese and hot sauce and cooked under the light of the propane lamp mounted on the rafter. He even surprised me and brought a bottle of wine, so we ate like kings and called it an early night, I believe around 9 pm? The moon shined in brightly but we slept well in the dark loft.

Sunday morning came and it was time to clean up and prepare for our hike out. We had another big breakfast of eggs and bacon, I filtered water and restocked the wood pile by the cabin as he tended to the fire and took care of other chores. We took our time and both didn't want to leave. It was another gorgeous, warm day and everything was set just before noon. Our last two tasks were to sign the Cabin Register and close up the windows. Nobody had been there since October! It was a nice feeling to think we were the only ones to have set foot and enjoyed the North Fork Cabin all winter. All geared up and ready to go, Tim put in the last 2 bolts to the shutters, we closed the door and locked the bolt and snowshoed away from our weekend retreat. Such a good trip!

The hike out was WARM - maybe 40 degrees - and Tim was down to just a t-shirt. The snow was no longer powdery but was wet and heavy, and we made it out very quickly on our trodden path - 3 hours, compared to the 5 it took to get there. Made it to the trailhead, took showers, and was back at the Rock Inn just after 4 for a cold beer or two or three. Picked up Logan from Tara's, watched Seinfeld at my place, and went to bed... And of course, neither one of us slept as well as we did at the cabin, on thin pads in our sleeping bags. Go figure.

So that is the North Fork Adventure. I hope we do something like that again in the future! Unfortunately, I didn't get many photos - it was so cold, my camera didn't want to work, or my fingers didn't want to bother with it.

And here is yet another "could've been a nice photo, but..." picture of Tim and I. Tate, the guy on the right, had a friend come into town and he posted this photo on his myspace page. I'm waiting for the day that we take a photo that I won't get teased about! But, it is pretty darned funny!



At least I can crop it and almost make it look decent... ;)